I have had some up and down moments during the last few days. I wieghed in at my pop in and on Monday I had lost fifteen pounds in twelve days so obviously that is great news. I dont feel that much different but the odd piece of clothing fits a little easier so of course I am delighted to be on the right track and so far have not strayed once.
Thats not to say it has been easy. NO it hasn't but I just keep my eyes on the goal and remind myself that what ever diet I was doing I would not be eating half the things I have wanted to eat.
My Dad is over from Canada and it has been get togethers over meals non stop this week. That has made it hard, watching everyone eating ~Sunday lunch and me cooking for everyone last night and not having a bite but I am still on the wagon and looking forward to WI tom.
I still battle with myself constantly and somehow am hanging on in there. At times I feel angry and alone and feel very much an outsider in the home, but we are on two weeks tomorrow. The time will pass whether or not I do this or not so might as well come out of this in October fitter leaner and happier with myself.